Trauma

From the false
And I saw his eyes
Swollen with the blood

And his body
As a leaf on the wind
In the realest pose


2. Dust (Kill Me)


When the light disappears
And the brightness ends
A daybreak won't be the oracle
...and the last
of these lasts
the time'll raze to dust...

The filty word
Shouted out by the sick mind
Il'll stick it shapelesness
Like your breath washed out
By contempt

I don't want to wait for it,
So kill me
Though I don't want to die
But kill me

I hide my face in palms
And sin in dirty conscience
I won't look any more
I no more look with blasphemy


3. Contradictions


The world is sunk in a fire
Like an oil shaft
It blows with the fire
Which is bigger and bigger, higher
Towards the very sky
Until the last spark
Burns eyes of existence

Laments can't help now
Confessionals have already burnt
And hearts won't help
This is a day which ends with ashes

Light!
Day!
Thoughts!
Contradictions

Testaments will remain in cinders
For the new unknown
Maybe better losers
Despised with the curse

Everything has already glittered
All the flame has already put out
The ashes of the sin
Are waiting for the wind


4. Possessed


Time stands still as if it dodn't exist
Sleepwalking souls are awaking before dawn
And drift into the strange world of illusion
Which can't be understood

That's impossible
Shadows on the wall are alive
This house is deranged
Everything whirls and sways
Like in a wild dance

We're possessed!
We may all be there!

The cavalcade of light and shade
And swarming thoughts at the bottom of reason
Lunacy discovered every night
The cup of misery filled up to the brim

Cry that bares pain
Hell in the shapes of Earth
Hell in each and everyone
This will last forever

We're possessed!
We may all be there!


5. Name


I’ve not been able, to heal myself yet
Of street-prophets’ sentences
My lips are throwing but curses
My laughter is the cry of despair

For a moment too much
For longer to little
It is also dangerous
To forget one’s name

In what purpose, the end is left
The way in its way is confused
For everybody good
Glory to fucking benefactors!

I’m taking in my hands
The act of depression
Which one can get from notary public
to forget one’s name?
violated thought about the test of the new

I’m asking a lame beggar for advice

To forget one’s name?
To forget


6. Outro


[Instrumental]



7. Part II: Invisible Reality: Intro


[Instrumental]



8. The Dawn / No Way Out


I am at ruin
Always lead nowhere
When I cross the next day's threshold
There's nothing
There's only a fear of day and night
An indifferent time everything so strange
The centre of dullness evasts end
Mazes of existence covered by moss
Cold walls side by side
I feel dead icy coolness
Cobwebs hanging in darkness
If there's no way out
I fly into a whirl of unknown madness
Swollen with a fright in slow dying
We run away to a silence that is a shout
To a light that is darkness
Shadows broken on an edge of light
Forgotten shapes deprived colours
If there is no way out
The shadow falls on a horizon of hope
And there is nothing else
Through the loneliness to sorrow
Through the sorrow to despair


9. Hidden Instincts


Abnormality of all our reality
Woke up the instincts hidden in me
I felt hate reborn in bitterness
To the world I've existed till today
From the dream to the consciousness
I wake up but close my eyes again
From the darkness to the glow
Non-entity grasps my imagination
The pain I'll cause you like you caused me
Feel the fear
Children of sin
Living puppets
Sink the sorrow in depths of alcohol
Scoundrel souls bastard embryos
Scream and despering corruption of the world
Can I still trust myself
Life became a trap created by people reaching
aims at any price
My world based on the belief in man was crushed
by the lack of human dignity
From the dream to consciousness...


10. Human Race


I live in
A coffin of humanity
Among thruths
Out of robes
Praying to many gods
But they didn't help us
Am I to believe
Reality speaks for itself
Me a plain man
See unstoppable evil
Unhalted madness
The greed took us to
Even I such a wicked creature know
Time has come for
Human race
Worms conceived out of lust
Fed by milk of unwanted them bitches
Despising morality multifaces
Think hoe to bequile
Speak how to trust
Do what they want
They live happy and I
Slowly exist
March to eternity
I hide my own self
Hide my real face behind the wall


11. No Hope


My life is a real paranoia
I exist in immense hopelessness
Closed in narrow cage
Among baseness filling me with disgust
The fear leaks through my hands
Covering the face of weakness and sadness
I feel someone’s hand
Fingers tightened on my neck
I try to understand anything
Though everything makes no sense
My scream echoes from walls
Pressing me down to the ground
I’m afraid of the minds
Which bother me incessantly
I’m still looking for an exit
Bit it surpasses my strength
No hope
I crawl through the fog of last sanity
Unconsciously I transform from night
Into wrong
Because all around is the false
I slowly sink into the deadness of existence
I ramble through desert of suffering
And disquietude
No hope
Nothing absorbs my mind
My life has been proposed without me


12. Escape Into The Shadow


I lost paradise of gods
I don’t believe myself now
I escape into the shadow
The depth of despair surrounds me
I’ll die in loneliness
Waiting for your sign
I build the wall I will hide my sorrow behind
Hopelessly I penetrate the forest of memories
From the past
This is your voice, These are your words I pronounce
When I scream sleeping in the cage
I’m your eyes, I’m a guide
Pray for help to
Escape into the shadow
I step on the new paths
Feeling my psychic pain
Slowly I’m falling into my last sleep