Scarlet Sins

ryone but you see
Nothing is perfect inside your eyes
Learn to let go and fly
On your own, fly

Smoke filled room no exit wound
A buried soul trapped in the past
You can't pretend there is no end
It's all in your head make it stop

As you wipe your face
That's unclear of age
The illusion you see from the outside
Is crying inside

You're trapped inside your misery
Blaming everyone but you see
Nothing is perfect inside your eyes
Learn to let go and fly
On your own, fly

I won't live for you
I can't give to you
You keep running in circles
Afraid to be true

I won't lie for you
I can't try for you
Make you see what I see
When you're blinded by you

I won't die for you
Waste my life on you
I can never make you happy
When you don't want me to

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Drown
I won't let you drown - I won't let you down
I won't let you hit the ground
I won't let you drown
I won't let you hit the ground, no.

You walk in silence
Until you bleed
Your time is wasted
Why can't you see

Your wars' not over
You live in fear
Why won't you listen
Believe in me

I won't let you drown - I won't let you down
I won't let you hit the ground
I won't let you drown
I won't let you hit the ground, no.

Think it's a mistake now
You hope it's all a dream
Wait until you wake up
And see what I have seen

You're fooling yourself now
Walking on a beam
One guess who's falling over
One guess who's standing clear

I won't let you drown - I won't let you down
I won't let you hit the ground
I won't let you drown
I won't let you hit the ground, no.

You're living but you're dying
You're screaming but you're crying

I won't let you drown - I won't let you down
I won't let you hit the ground
I won't let you drown
I won't let you hit the ground, no.

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Above Ground
I was running away from the chain gang
Still afraid of the change
Can't deny this is better than ever
The missing piece that I am

Can't hold me down long
I'm stronger than I've been
Wasted too much time
In the place that I'm in

What a relief I feel now
It's what I believe
It's all that I've been through now
Has made me what I am

I no longer hide behind walls no more
No longer say words I don't mean no more
I no longer lie, no reason for
No longer pry, I don't need to know

Started fighting for air in your presence
No one could understand
To good too be true when it started
Wish I only knew then

You took control of me
Made me feel insecure
Could not do better
I believed in you

What a relief I feel now
It's what I believe
It's all that I've been through now
Has made me what I am

I no longer hide behind walls no more
No longer say words I don't mean no more
I no longer lie, no reason for
No longer pry, I don't need to know

No more running away
No more fear of pain
I am on my way
To a brighter day

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Own Truth
I can't live by all your teachings
Need to find my destiny
I'm not a sinner - Only a dreamer
Surrounded by rules I can't see

"Though your sins be as scarlet
They shall be as white as snow"
Live and learn from the dying
As we all will one day go

This way your way
I'll live it my way
Those were your rules
I have my too
You had your time
So let me have mine
You lived by your book
I'll find my own truth

Why do you judge me
You don't know me
You have something to say to me

This is my life
Let me live it
The way I know is right for me

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Reborn
My drug
My instant gratification
Take me away
So I can't feel anymore

My love
You're my guardian angel
When you're with me
I feel high up above

Now that you're near me
My life seems so clear
There's nothing I fear
Now that you're here

But you won't take me
Why can't you save me
I want you to make me feel reborn

But you won't take me
Why can't you save me
I want you to make me feel reborn

My guilt
My hidden conscious
Draped inside me
Wherever I go

My light
You're my higher being
When I feel you
I get lost in love

If only you knew
The truth that is true
I feel your heart ache
As I watch you

But you won't take me
Why can't you save me
I want you to make me feel reborn

All I ever wanted
Is to be with you

Now that you're gone
I'm barley holding on
Once I was strong
Now the road feels long

But you won't take me
Why can't you save me
I want you to make me feel reborn

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Strangelove
There'll be times
When my crimes
Will seem almost unforgivable
I give in to sin
Because you have to make this life livable
But when you think I've had enough
From your sea of love
I'll take more than another river full
And I'll make it all worthwhile
I'll make your heart smile

Strangelove - Strange highs and strange lows
Strangelove - That's how my love goes
Strangelove

Will you give it to me
Will you take the pain
I will give to you
Again and again
And will you return it

There'll be days
When I'll stray
I may appear to be
Constantly out of reach
I give in to sin
Because I like to practice what I preach

I'm not trying to say
I'll have it all my way
I'm always willing to learn
When you've got something to teach
And I'll make it all worthwhile
I'll make your heart smile

Pain will you return it
I'll say it again - Pain

Pain will you return it
I'll say it again - Pain

Pain will you return it
I'll say it again - Pain

Pain will you return it
I won't say it again

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Are You Worth It
I know you're out there
I know you're listening to me
I know you hear me
When will you quit ignoring me

I've given everything I could for you
How much more can I take
Before I break

Are you even worth it
Or just a waste of time
Are you even worth it
Don't be playing games with my mind

You know I'll wait here
You know I'm never giving in
You know I'm doubtful
So why won't you just let me begin

Prove me wrong so I can just move on
How much more can I take
Before I break

Are you even worth it
Or just a waste of time
Are you even worth it
Don't be playing games with my mind

Where do I begin
You won't let me in
I feel I'm running out of time

Tell me why should I
Even want to try
When you can't even get it right

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Backstabber
Was it all just wasted time
You never said what's on your mind
Strung me along, played me your line
I don't think you know what you have done

Why was I blind
You're just a coward inside

Backstabber
You're nothing but a liar
You're the backstabber
That I'm running from

Are you afraid don't run and hide
Why can't you scream and spit it out
You make no sense to me at all
What the hell are you waiting for

Why was I blind
You just wasted my time

Backstabber
You're nothing but a liar
You're the backstabber
That I'm running from

I won't let you suck me in
I won't be your sideline fill in
Gave you more than you know
Hate you now I hope you know

I won't let you suck me in
I won't be your sideline fill in
Gave you more than you know
Hate you now I hope you know

Backstabber
You're nothing but a liar
You're the backstabber
That I'm running from

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Broken
I see your face
Everywhere I turn
I try to erase
My thoughts to a blur

I can't escape you
Engraved on my skin
Like a bad addiction
You know I'll cave in

I don't even know you
But I can't let go
My head is spinning
Out of control

You did all of this to me
I'm broken
Why the hell am I messed up
And broken

You're in my mind
Every waking day
Will it ever get better
When will it end

I though you were someone
I would never let go
You've proven me wrong
Man, you don't even know

You did all of this to me
I'm broken
Why the hell am I messed up
And broken

Through it all your promises
Were broken faster then they were made
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No Arguments
Your anger is your disease
It burns inside of you
All over you
Like fire
Like fire
Over you
It makes you miserable
You know it's true

What's left for me to say
We make no sense
Couldn't we be the same
No arguments
What's left to say now
No words
No words to say now

The things you hide from me
Why can't you say it all to my face
Just say it
Just say it to my face
This could be beautiful
Talk to me

What's left for me to say
We make no sense
Couldn't we be the same
No arguments
What's left to say now
No words
No words to say now

There's just nothing left to say
I'm tried of all the arguing everyday
We will never be the same
I don't want to play your game