Apparition

ked in vain

All the guilt melts away
Reining realms with disdain
Cruel hand for vengeance
to the faithful and the mourned
Separation the final stage
Killing to create

The one
Sees the way
Enacted
Prophecy

Repentless
Demise
Remorseless ghost
Insanity
Filled with hope
Die!!!

2. Imminent Expanse of Silence and Not (or Not)

Embracing nothingness
That is waking life
Assign its meaning
To all signs
Loneliness projects
Fantastic forms
Rumination
Scorn

Elusive lucidness
Consciousness annealed

Continual
Force
Death
A source
Revival
Begin again
Again
Now!

Reaching for the beyond
Strains of pleasure
No connection to god
World soul severed

Laying hatred
Seeping through the skin
Connecting flesh
To the one
No one can save me
To escape from now
In silence I endure
Starvation
The healing hunger
It burns my soul

Polarity of parables
Sephirots implode
The self propelled
(Into a manic episode)

Eclipsed
Emanations of the soul
Weakened
Precipice of death
Embrace
The emptiness awaits
Temptations of the weak
To exercise control

3. Paradoxysm

Black descent into
midnight water
Limen of the stars

Oasis of fear

Hands up towards
the laughing serpent,
Caustic miasma rises from tar

Perceived shapes conceived
by galvanic branches
Jutting towards the heavens
Seeking deprivation
(from sensory reality)

But even int eh vast
profound depth of flawed
design all hearts have puppet strings

Aeolian barrage of earthly retribution,
Payment for consciousness
Just to fear the apparition,
the creature of sensory aberrations

For without, there would be
no awakening 'from without'
Without, there would be
no limit to exceed

Realm of the senses
External world
Causation inferred
Blur the lines
Of what ends and begins
Mysteries
From head to toe

But even in the vast
profound depth of flawed
design all hearts have puppet strings
For without, there would be
no awakening 'from without'
FROM WITHOUT

4. Excruciating Refuge in Reoccurring Torment

Open and clean
Wretched cavity
Of awareness
Baptized in fright

The stare of control
Piercing
Unperturbed
Hiding behind
Shadow
Separate self
The one is false

Meaningless
Trite
Forced to see
Its existence

Coping with reality
With loving hatred
A will

To recreate
The same existence
It suffers from
Balance maintained
Repeating patterns
It can't let go
Self inflicted misery
Forced to be
The reason it believes
Victim of
Its own making

Unfettered force of sound
In the path of the storm

Yaldabaoth rejoice
In the one's suffering

Reoccurring refuge
In a time lapse of thought
I die again

5. Inner Altitudes, Light Transference (instrumental)

6. Circulacate

Release
From the
Circles of time
Parameters undefined
It bleeds between
Tissue and bone
Pulsing
Over and over

Release
Anxious energy
Filling the field of life
Casting out fear

Release
From the
Moment inside
Unwavering
Constant refrain
Shed this skin
Of false thoughts
Realization
Of the projected world

Eradicated ego
Rebirth of soul
Fortified by the fire
Of experience

(Without God: Blackheim)

So far from evil
So far from good
Only concepts of sound
So far from evil
So far from good
Only constructs of the word
Expel the notion
Of my god
Realize true nature
Expel the notion
Of any thought
Reborn in each breath