Chapter 1 (Ignorance is bliss!)
Not everyone is brave enough to confess to themselves.
That isn’t life isn’t beautiful, just moments with someone else.
For those brief moments we sacrifice
Because in those we seen the light
Does our memory seem to regress?
Do we
lose all common sense?
- Is a happy home, just a lucky break
Compromise for harmony’s sake
- Assuming duties for the next life
Stopping our freedom to fight
Happiness will last so long as we don’t ask
Seek the truth and they’ll take us to task
So why do we constantly find questions
When it would be better to find discretion
No thoughts, ignorance is bliss!
Maybe it’s worth searching to uncover the mystery
Where the dream turns to a nightmare
Avoiding mistakes and enjoying the silence
Just because my life isn’t my life…
Just because my life isn’t my life!
- Am I still the master of my fate?
No-one else to complicate
- Have I the right to egotistically stand
When we’re making our future plans
2. In Your Fragrance
Chapter 2 (In your fragrance) Where do I find the strength
To keep to the path of happiness
Where every step I take is thought through
Becomes an every greater mess
So easy to lose sight
Surviving amongst the modern frustration
Nothing human can ever be in vogue
No let up in the race for creation
Even a child so intellectually immature
Intuitively sees the difference between pain and cure
I know I’m gonna’ have to choose:
Finding a vice in this perverse world
Chasing my own developing destiny
Halfwits populating my nightmares
Forming emptiness in a thousand ways
The absurdity that elects the idiot king
Vile or inept, what gets adored
Selfishness or hedonism to be happy
Just five minutes to find the strength
I’m not impressed by the halfwits populating my nightmares
Fighting over what to adore, vileness or ineptness
Where do I find the strength
To find my nirvana
I’ve learnt by heart your curse
Which enlightens the next stage
And every time I climb those stairs
I thank love for never leaving me in despair
Because I know I’ll see you soon
And happiness will light the gloom
In your every wonderful gesture
In your sensitive words
In your fragrance
In you
3. When I'm In You
Chapter 3 (When I’m in you)
Where do you go when I’m in you?
Your inner escapes to the outside
Reeling throught new experiences
The light in your eyes ain’t for me
Where do you go when I’m in you ?
When I try and comfort you
I’ll want to keep you safe in my arms
But I feel you’re like ice
Where do you hide when I’m in you?
When I try to light the fire in you
Feelings I try to show and say
You claim were old yesterday
Where do you hide when I’m in you?
Do you know what pleasure is?
Experience has taught you
That cheating is a friend of feelings
What do you think of when I’m in you?
Who do you think of when I’m in you?
Where do you hide, when I’m in you?
Where do you run, when I’m in you?
I’m asking you again to be sure
It is fear that created you
I asked so you’d finally say
When you’re on your knees and pray:
”Be nice, fuck off and go away”
You never mentioned from what you hide
When I try and set you alight
Feelings I try to show and say
You claim were old yesterday
Yet you said from what you run
You already know what pleasure is
Experience has taught you
That cheating is a friend of feelings
4. I Hate Your Lies
Chapter 4 (I hate your lies)
Lunacy and fear… fear
You’re eyes have never
Shown your feelings
It’s funny that your feelings
Make you special
I know now that
You’re full of passion
Especially now
Now that I’ll be alone
Your hands are saying something
Too quick and inarticulate
Gestures too chaotic to read
Why don’t you use your mouth?
Because they’re still not dead
Because I don’t believe you
So completely right
I love the tone of your voice
I hate your lies
Your voice, touch and perfume
Like an addiction to me
Up to now I never knew why
But now I know
Addictions are bad and to be fought
Inner peace is a reward in itself
What other facts do I need
Those that want to hide a false love
I’d give it all up to find inner peace
What do you need to do ?!
5. Selfish To The Bone
Chapter 5 (Selfish to the bone)
Your words – spoken out of time
Your words – a request from a mute hand
Your words – selfish to the bone
Your words – when eyes don’t speak
No thank you, you didn’t understand
I did it for us, not only for me, but for us
Nothing hurts like a lack of respect
Not forced to, but from deep inside
Your words more evidence of emptiness
It has made my faith stronger
Your words filled my soul with satisfaction
And given my hands strength, without doubt
You never said thank you
You didn’t try or want to
At last our time has come for us
Your touch and fragrance is now in the past
Your voice still brings back memories
What do I have to do to shut you up?
When will you understand what I did for him!
6. No Empty Words
Chapter 6 (No empty words)
In love and acceptance
I find safety
No empty words
Hypocrisy can be seen from for away
It’s got a chance
Learning from mistakes
Just like a child
That learns and desires
Above all for him
I prepared his education
Lies and deceit won’t see
I removed her with my hands
I explained right and wrong
And that love doesn’t always last long
Who wants to have a battlefield at home
The duty to fight against dreams
I’ll teach him
That belief makes miracles
He needs to know
He can always win
He has to be
Someone ambivalent
About those
Looking for love
It’s better to be a man of the cloth
They know right from wrong
They’d give it all up
To not annoy the compassionate one
7. You Have To Believe
Chapter 7 (You have to believe!)
I live just like you wanted
In accordance with what you taught
I know love is a lie
Thanks to you it’s a mistake I’ll never make
Thanks to you
I know
And I know the way
When evil tries to take hold
Whispering thoughts in my ear
I ignore then, so they don’t have
The chance to grow inside
When I watch T.V.
I feel so uncertain
They show stupid violence
Do they not understand us?
Is it possible they haven’t?
The truth that we possess?
Could it be that I’m bad?
Could it be that I’m bad?!
No, not you, the world is bad
A world which turns through feelings
You’re good and you have to believe it
Because belief creates miracles
- Is a happy home, just a lucky break
Compromise for harmony’s sake
- Assuming duties for the next life
Stopping our freedom to fight
Happiness will last so long as we don’t ask
Seek the truth and they’ll take us to task
So why do we constantly find questions
When it would be better to find discretion
No thoughts, ignorance is bliss!
Maybe it’s worth searching to uncover the mystery
Where the dream turns to a nightmare
Avoiding mistakes and enjoying the silence
Just because my life isn’t my life…
Just because my life isn’t my life!
- Am I still the master of my fate?
No-one else to complicate
- Have I the right to egotistically stand
When we’re making our future plans
2. In Your Fragrance
Chapter 2 (In your fragrance) Where do I find the strength
To keep to the path of happiness
Where every step I take is thought through
Becomes an every greater mess
So easy to lose sight
Surviving amongst the modern frustration
Nothing human can ever be in vogue
No let up in the race for creation
Even a child so intellectually immature
Intuitively sees the difference between pain and cure
I know I’m gonna’ have to choose:
Finding a vice in this perverse world
Chasing my own developing destiny
Halfwits populating my nightmares
Forming emptiness in a thousand ways
The absurdity that elects the idiot king
Vile or inept, what gets adored
Selfishness or hedonism to be happy
Just five minutes to find the strength
I’m not impressed by the halfwits populating my nightmares
Fighting over what to adore, vileness or ineptness
Where do I find the strength
To find my nirvana
I’ve learnt by heart your curse
Which enlightens the next stage
And every time I climb those stairs
I thank love for never leaving me in despair
Because I know I’ll see you soon
And happiness will light the gloom
In your every wonderful gesture
In your sensitive words
In your fragrance
In you
3. When I'm In You
Chapter 3 (When I’m in you)
Where do you go when I’m in you?
Your inner escapes to the outside
Reeling throught new experiences
The light in your eyes ain’t for me
Where do you go when I’m in you ?
When I try and comfort you
I’ll want to keep you safe in my arms
But I feel you’re like ice
Where do you hide when I’m in you?
When I try to light the fire in you
Feelings I try to show and say
You claim were old yesterday
Where do you hide when I’m in you?
Do you know what pleasure is?
Experience has taught you
That cheating is a friend of feelings
What do you think of when I’m in you?
Who do you think of when I’m in you?
Where do you hide, when I’m in you?
Where do you run, when I’m in you?
I’m asking you again to be sure
It is fear that created you
I asked so you’d finally say
When you’re on your knees and pray:
”Be nice, fuck off and go away”
You never mentioned from what you hide
When I try and set you alight
Feelings I try to show and say
You claim were old yesterday
Yet you said from what you run
You already know what pleasure is
Experience has taught you
That cheating is a friend of feelings
4. I Hate Your Lies
Chapter 4 (I hate your lies)
Lunacy and fear… fear
You’re eyes have never
Shown your feelings
It’s funny that your feelings
Make you special
I know now that
You’re full of passion
Especially now
Now that I’ll be alone
Your hands are saying something
Too quick and inarticulate
Gestures too chaotic to read
Why don’t you use your mouth?
Because they’re still not dead
Because I don’t believe you
So completely right
I love the tone of your voice
I hate your lies
Your voice, touch and perfume
Like an addiction to me
Up to now I never knew why
But now I know
Addictions are bad and to be fought
Inner peace is a reward in itself
What other facts do I need
Those that want to hide a false love
I’d give it all up to find inner peace
What do you need to do ?!
5. Selfish To The Bone
Chapter 5 (Selfish to the bone)
Your words – spoken out of time
Your words – a request from a mute hand
Your words – selfish to the bone
Your words – when eyes don’t speak
No thank you, you didn’t understand
I did it for us, not only for me, but for us
Nothing hurts like a lack of respect
Not forced to, but from deep inside
Your words more evidence of emptiness
It has made my faith stronger
Your words filled my soul with satisfaction
And given my hands strength, without doubt
You never said thank you
You didn’t try or want to
At last our time has come for us
Your touch and fragrance is now in the past
Your voice still brings back memories
What do I have to do to shut you up?
When will you understand what I did for him!
6. No Empty Words
Chapter 6 (No empty words)
In love and acceptance
I find safety
No empty words
Hypocrisy can be seen from for away
It’s got a chance
Learning from mistakes
Just like a child
That learns and desires
Above all for him
I prepared his education
Lies and deceit won’t see
I removed her with my hands
I explained right and wrong
And that love doesn’t always last long
Who wants to have a battlefield at home
The duty to fight against dreams
I’ll teach him
That belief makes miracles
He needs to know
He can always win
He has to be
Someone ambivalent
About those
Looking for love
It’s better to be a man of the cloth
They know right from wrong
They’d give it all up
To not annoy the compassionate one
7. You Have To Believe
Chapter 7 (You have to believe!)
I live just like you wanted
In accordance with what you taught
I know love is a lie
Thanks to you it’s a mistake I’ll never make
Thanks to you
I know
And I know the way
When evil tries to take hold
Whispering thoughts in my ear
I ignore then, so they don’t have
The chance to grow inside
When I watch T.V.
I feel so uncertain
They show stupid violence
Do they not understand us?
Is it possible they haven’t?
The truth that we possess?
Could it be that I’m bad?
Could it be that I’m bad?!
No, not you, the world is bad
A world which turns through feelings
You’re good and you have to believe it
Because belief creates miracles
You have to believe!!!