Diluvium

ing’s in
Embrace the emptiness around me
Day by day I fall again
Into infinity of reasons,
But I remember…

And memories are whispering
Sad tunes from past decades
In my dreams I find my answers
but I forget them while I`m awake

Still drowning, not less patient
Looking for a way out
Withheld words and no explanation
All my failures are turning back

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2. Tragedy

Tragedy, till you can't see
Tragedy, till there`s no symphony.

I`m standing on the shore
these waves are simple words.
I cannot pretend
I`ve never lied
I`ve never been hurt.
Give me back my words
I want to call you back
while in time my dreams will become one big rising tragedy.

Tragedy, till you can't see
Tragedy, till there`s no symphony.

I`m standing on the shore
these waves are simple words.
I cannot pretend
I`ve never lied
I`ve never been hurt.
I need an empty crown
to make my soul so free
I need cries and smiles
and no more space for tragedy.

In that ruptured solemnity
I lost the voice that came to me,
I was down and nothing more.
But hold these words on the shore
so that I can hear it once again.
Sleepy sounds of waves and sand
which carry me to the bay of fears
to ask me for no more tears.

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3. Crystal Hopes

I see too many people, gathered in a trap
standing grudged by feeding their dread
searching for answers which nothing can seize
but blaming the other for their own defeat

I see bruises well hidden underneath their flaunt
a piece of resemblance between pride and pain
I know the feeling, been there before
Faced with the Dismal Divine overflown

As flames get higher, I rise far above
to see remaining time of us all outside of normal
access denied, we all fall
no time to consider, no time to unwind



Chorus:
In every eye
a drop of scorn
forever and more
We`re in a worldwide turmoil

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4. My Love

my love, you're the forest in my heart
where i can not find the way.
my mind stops me when i try to go,
without you, more and more
i feel so empty...

you're holding me but I'm falling down
while you're looking at me, i close my eyes.

and now my feet are burning on the ground
i`m walking through the sun
to reach the sky
to see the light
you`re still in my heart
and now i need to see your face
on my way to survive
till i see the dawn
till i see the sign
i am going to the stars.

at the end of time
at the end of cries
at the end of all that we had
there is nothing more but a naked suspended love
now i try to breathe, now i try to live
now i try to find somehow
and aim and shelter on this ground...

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5. Save Yourself

you always wanted to try to find
perfect life or endless love
watch the steps you walk on
in this dangerous way,
feel the risk upon you
the body is trembling
open your eyes to see me
and hear what i`m going to say

save yourself, save those words that you have
whispering tears, always try to find you.
take it slowly and go to find the truth
for yourself as you wish to do so.

wasted run for morning star
it's such a delight for your life
watch the steps you walk on
in this dangerous way,
feel the risk upon you
the body is trembling,
open your eyes to see me
and hear what I'm going to say...

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6. Vignettes

sweet siren voices, would you take my hands
and lead me to the depths of your tender world

in the arms of ocean, guide me through my faith
waiting for tomorrow, while speechless thoughts break free

and every breath of guilt i breathe
i once felt in my own dreaming
never knowing it's right meaning

still screaming, about the past and what `s undone
still screaming...

salt water delivers smalls words to the ground
step by step I'm going to my private neverland

in the circle of life
no safe entries
no false boundaries
go around and start again...

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7. Gloomy Man

running through fields of my life
through the moments of my life
i try to achieve myself.

i look in the glass and i saw my reflection of
distrustful regards just like it's someone else.
see the hiding of my gloomy man
and that is why i feel so bad.
i need release in these nights and days
i have to overcome my second self.

If i deny your existence I'll try to escape
from reality of your being.
I'm getting to feel deep, deep pressure in my chest
cause you are fighting for hegemony.

forever and ever, ill hold my true desire
ill follow my feelings and hope to be truly
admired.
forever and ever, `ill hold my true desire
i fight for my breathing
cause i am walking through fire...

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8. The Dolphin Song

I can be one of your deepest thoughts
I can be with your tremulous nights
if you have dreams about love
never try to open all my parts

Cause we, we don`t have to much to offer
and we, we are choosing our orbits,
i`m a free like a dolphin in the sea
you can be if you want the same.

I saw too many people in the greed
never satisfied and never fed
I don't wanna be on their side
i need you to be my dolphin guide

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9. Tidal Healing

i don`t wanna be the smile of your loneliness
to wake in fear hearing the screams
to feel as a different drop in the ocean of love
where waves are breaking our dreams.

i am the one of the wanderers, one of the stars
i am a lost soul in my mind,
it`s hard to understand each other
to see our hearts
to realize that we`re not alive.

i just want to give myself to you
to see my shadow flying above you
forever carrying us in a land of truth
where you don't have to ask what to do...

sometimes yes i cry
sometimes yes i know
what`s hidden under the mask i`ve found on your face
it`s getting dark too much
to see barely what you feel
there is no need to be in shade and slowly fade.

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10. Stellar Parallax

Night falls over me, I just want to lie
my skin is getting cold
my eyes are open wide.
Are you afraid of me, of my grief
and still can you believe in me like you used to do
are your senses so numb, whatever you say
I have no more tears to give
the emptiness in my eyes.
Are you afraid of me, of my grief
and still can you believe in me like you used to do
Like an ember fire the heart beats slowly
the struggle is very hard
cause of you my hope is keeping me all alive.

In this time without my self-confidence
I dont know if I'll do wrong
Every waking morning
I see my different life
is it the discovering of the other side?

Are you afraid of me, of my grief
and still can you believe in me like you used to do
are your senses so numb, whatever you say
I have no more tears to give
the emptiness in my eyes.

Follow me to the place of my dreams
where theres no end and time doesnt exist
where we can go with that serenity in our hearts,
where theres no rust and stains
beyond our paths.
You will see over the cliffs
you will watch the stars fall down
how they pierce through all around.

Surrounded by the moons
preaching of the life
on the pages of memories.
Pictures running overhead, the skies
all blue and white, it fills my sight.